Sometimes it is enough to shortness of breath, with an unexpected flash of light, an unknown subject or closing a door. Other times it is only triggered redundancy, repetition, monotonous noise playing over and over again. And then, taking off, driven by an almost supernatural force. The disconnect is immediately apparent brain and skull as wanting helium balloon escape upwards. Is a sense of nuances which require syntactic description still has no language. The intermittent autism, that you need to escape reality at times, not consciously, is an internal process, machine, almost a reflection of mental survival. Mind that evades time served for another invasion of reality, they say.
